Saturday, 10 November 2012

The purpose of our birth...


We all are born for some purpose. For many, this would be a biggest question for them in their lives. So it was with me also. It would be funny to say you that this question was there in my mind from when I was only 4 years old! I always felt that I am no way going to be a normal girl.


Then days months and years passed on and on and also grew far from God. I grew up but not that much that my parents would think that I have been to it! I don't know I should share with you this or not, but someone rightly said that, 'When we are at our trouble times, we tend to come closer to God than before.' It was the same thing that happened with me! 

Sorry that I cannot share my incidence with you now because I am strictly restricted from saying it. But as I’ve said, due to this incidence in my life I came closer to God than ever before! I also got filled with Holy Spirit. It was just an amazing experience.

Somebody rightly said that there are two important days in our life i.e. the day when we were born and the day when we realize that for what purpose we were born. Then the day when we realize that for what purpose we were born can be our ‘second birth’. For Jesus said as in John 3:3 that unless and until we are born again, we cannot see the kingdom of God. Here to be born again is through spirit not through the body, for a man cannot be born two times in this world! In a simple language, born through the spirit means realizing what we were doing sinful acts through the flesh i.e. our body and heading towards our spiritual truth which is through Christ on God. That is what is called as repent I think :-P.




It is necessary to realize that we all came to this world for His purpose. Everyday I discover a new thing added into my life. I really feel amazing discovering that with the help of my Big Daddy that’s God Almighty! So will you also discover if you too will give God the first place in your list of lovable people. For this, you just have to believe in Him in all that you do or through all troubles you are going through. The Bible also says that without faith you cannot achieve anything, but with it you can even move the mountains, as in Luke 17:6 that if we have faith even as small as a mustard seed and say let the mulberry tree be uprooted and planted in the sea, then it’ll do so. It’s so amazing that we can do anything and everything through faith!  AMEN J.

Wednesday, 13 June 2012

Keeping Quiet

 
There's lot of book written under this topic but every writings is unique to one another. Mine too.


We see 21st century as a 'superfastly' growing century compared to the Pre-World War and also after it. You just cannot keep quiet and sit idle. You have to compete yourself forcibly with others in order to get a 'best' position in the world. It's true with all of us. But I cannot accept competition. Everyone is good at their place or say the position.We have to compete because some people love to compare you with others. They don't know what your potential is and they just do it for their satisfaction. We shouldn't care for such people because they don't know whether they are doing correct or wrong and they should matter to you less than God. God is the one who decides what to do and what not. Who are we to take over his place? And I also never felt like that I was ever meant for just competing with the world to satisfy few people!


Right from I was a small girl I always used to stare at people's faces to know what they want to say (and also to see them how they look, LOL). I preferred to keep quiet and listen them. I was a good audience indeed but was not a good speaker.


 Then I grew up(obviously), I was the same, didn't changed a bit. As if keeping quiet was slowly entering into my list of hobbies. There are many people who cannot understand people like me(like my mum). It is difficult for them because of difference in thoughts, habits and all....I will never say because of the surrounding in which they live as in my mum!


Speaking less can become a hellish chamber for those who approach less in almost all activities(especially when it comes to speak in between a huge crowd!). It can deprive them of what they think to do but cannot do. The biggest reason these people are deprived because they feel shy, awkward even if they get a lt of supports. They still unable to face such situations because there's no one to say them,'You can do and you will do it ' cos you are the best.' I also long for this compliment but not heard it yet on my behalf. Other 'non-understanding' people can help financially or by 'outer' help, but cannot help psychologically or emotionally which is very important for them to make understand rather saying,' Everything depends on the luck' and move on.


I also asked to myself why I am like this?I don't know the answer. May be the time of opening my mouth in front of a huge crowd has not came yet.


Everybody say that their childhood and school days were superb, but I say, 'I never found superb kind of thing in my childhood and school days!' The people around me always being very rude, thinking I am ugly, I am blank head, stupid, idiot, which I never want to follow me again in my life. Thinking that life would definitely return me, I mean give e a best gift which I never had.


Truly speaking, I never enjoyed 'sibling love'. How does it feel when I had bro or sis, I don't know. My mum says that I always prefer to be alone always because I never enjoyed the friendly atmosphere right from my home which can be only developed if I had any sibling(s).


Alike others who love to gossip, spend time with their friends, I prefer to spend time alone till date.(till date?Yes). At home I spend most of my time alone rather than with my parents(knowing that they the best for me forever). Therefore I usually express my feelings with the  help of pen and paper.


  I speak less  or you may too, that doesn't mean that there's nothing in the mind and soul.

Many say,' The people who speak less know less of worldy.', but I say ,' Beware of such people. Who knows one day they would be leading the whole world.'

Thursday, 16 February 2012

My style and way to see LIFE: Just think!

My style and way to see LIFE: Just think!: Just nothing! This is one of my recent photos. May be I would be beautiful for someone or may not be, but it matters very less to me. This ...

Just think!


Just nothing! This is one of my recent photos. May be I would be beautiful for someone or may not be, but it matters very less to me. This feeling depends from person to person. You may be of any race, caste, religion, nationality or whatever you may be special or "not so special" for someone. But your single attention can change your surrounding or the people's thinking towards you. So why don't you start your search from now onwards. SEARCH?? What kind of search? Will I have to go anywhere? Definitely NOT!


Suppose while you are traveling in a metro or went to cinema you come across many boys, girls, children and many more and suddenly your eyes struck your loved ones or the person you know very good. At that very time you rush to meet them and suddenly you get tossed up with the unknown ones. At that time slang ( I should not give an example for that) comes out automatically and then you say "sorry" to that unknown one and go your way. Have you ever wondered that your this behavior had a very deep impression on that  unknown fellow, huh?


You for example love the most beautiful girl or handsome boy in you class and they are the reason because of which you think you are alive (may be). So one day a nice gift kept outside your house you discover when you are out to see your love. It would be very exciting and surprising moment for you at that time and start to think that your love has sent to you for proposal. So you hurriedly open that gift, read the letter and then the astonishing moment comes and find that the most ugliest guy/girl has sent you that for that proposal and to become very sad at first followed by your guilt and anger. And in the next day your give a very bad compliments to that fellow and go your way unknown of  the feelings that is felt by that fellow. Then you also suffer the same problem when you propose your "love". Time and year passes by, then again in college you meet that ugly fellow in some function and  recognize him/her to be the center of attraction in the party, so you also decide to recall his/her memory. But that fellow recognizes you and ignores you as you did.


Another example is when you are talking, say flirting with a very beautiful and intelligent girl and the girl is also enjoying it but not her friend. So her friend approaches and interferes in the middle and then the boy rises to scold and shout at that friend and the friend is so insulted without doing any wrong. Damn that stupid guy who shouted at the friend very rude and in ill-mannered!!


And when one fine afternoon in some function you are seated with a guy whom you love but nobody knows that, you feel as if you are in heaven.Then you start to click photos of your friends to him your activeness, after that you find your love is asking for your camera. Then you foolishly start to talk to him about your camera and then your "loved guy" orders very rudely to give him so that what all you've clicked. After that very moment you feel very insulted before anyone and your mind says to squeeze his neck. Should this type of guy should be loved? Good be with that foolish lover who still loves him more and more.


So, these were some instances when we often forget to give preference to that people who even if matters very less to us are will be going to very important in our life. Don't just dare to say that whom you love is done! Love everyone you know (not the romantic love). Care for everyone and the most important thing give IMPORTANCE to them whenever you come across with then and also in your heart, because you never know when these unknown or ugly or very less lucky people will help you out when you will be in need of help and no one from your "love" fellows will turn to you.


My hearty message is delivered to you! :)




Saturday, 11 February 2012

My first realise

My first realize why I am born was a very haunting question which haunted me when I was in around 6th or 8th grade. Yes, this question also dwells in your mind as well or in everybody's mind. But we people take birth on Earth work to get our aim and die as if it seems so simple! But is it? The answer is definitely a big NO! So what should we do then? We just have to follow God's word and you'll automatically know what God wants from you and me. God doesn't want us to build a big bungalow and live luxuriously besides you also hate his creations, underestimating the poor and giving preference to rich. He also doesn't wants the opposite of this. He wants us to love everyone, care for needy and hate the evil.

I just want to say you that I god answer from God and I came to knew that I was born just to serve him in my own way. So you are also born for that. The answer isn't in the bible but with God and you.:)